Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding love
Thats What You Get - Paramore
I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore It's your turn to take a seat We're settling the final score And why do we like to hurt so much? I can't decide You have made it harder just to go on And why, all the possibilities Well I was wrong That's what you get when you let your heart win I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating And that's what you get when you let your heart win I wonder How am I supposed to feel when you're not here? Cuz I've burned every bridge I ever built When you were here I still try Holding on to silly things, I never learn Pain, make your way to me, to me And I'll always be just so inviting
If I Gave You My Life - Justin Nozuka
If I gave you my life would you let it slip Through your fingers like water in the dessert If I gave you my heart In the deep of the night Would you hold it like a candle giving you light
Love Song - Sara Bareilles
You made room for me but it's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands I'm unusually hard to hold on to Blank stares at blank pages No easy way to say this You mean well, but you make this hard on me I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you tell me it's Make or breaking this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better Reason to write you a love song today
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine Did I make it that easy To walk right in and out of my life?
Rock Your Soul - Elisa
I don't let myself down just wanna be one with you wanna be one with you The more I think, the less I do when I'm able to talk I'm queen of my world I let it rain on my skin I don't ask myself why I don't ask myself why I wanna be one with you wanna be one with you and all I want is to rock your soul
Sorry - Maria Mena
I just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water And call him up for more And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too He said I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry so sorry He grabs my wrists as my fingers turn into angry fists and I wisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you I'll play the part
Dear Journal,
Well, let's start off with today is my sister's birthday and she's 20 oh my god:] my sister i used to play gold fish, talent shows, barbies, and barbie computers games with is 20 fucking years old. Life's going by so fast i remember when i first moved here in 3rd and now im in 7th omg. it's already been 5 years. Well, i got a cat Shadow in october and guess what hes a black cat and dont say hes bad luck because he's not . I read online if you let a black cat into your house it's good luck. Anyways, my teacher was on the news today it was so cool. A 9th grader at the highschool but her in a headlock i was like whoahh!
today in school my crush was in the hallways and he looked at me so right now your like wtf? he looked at you big woopdie doo stfu it's good for me. Im not that type of girl with naturally straight hair and perfect skin. I have curly hair and I have to straighten it for like 5 hours every week . I take showers I just put a cap on so i dont damage my hair. there is so much judging at my school and it's not even funny. Well, anyways i missed religon yesterday cause i didnt feel like going i was SO tired it wasnt even funny. Saturday, we might go to red lobster to celebrate my sister's birthday i cant wait we're having cake in a few minutes yayayayayay! ITS ICECREAM CAKE OHH EMM GEE. Well, i better go before my mom and my sister start eating . LOL
Lovee,
That Spanish Girl:]
I arrived back in Vista around 630ish. Stopped by the bank to deposit my winnings!! I put in $300 after i spend some money on some cute lingerie for the trip and long underwear. the lingerie is soooo cute.. its black with red hearts on the bra part. Its a sheer babydoll and it clips in the front, so excellent! I cannot wait to wear it for steven..
I changed my returning flight back home to the 21st. I'm goin to stay in south dakota for almost a week, am i crazy? I must really like this guy. I've never donethis before. It kinda makes me scared. I've never spent the week, let alone.. fly almost across the country.. for someone to be with someone. I was thinking about it, and i've seen him a whole 4 times!!! And i'm already getting on a plane .....
I did an add on case today. Seth was my resident. Told me i should come party with him again like we did on his birthday. haha.. good times. Maybe i'll bring out steven with me if he's partying downtown again.. that would be sweet.
And I actually have2 cases tomorrow. granted the timing is kinda fucked up but it gives me time to get some gyros at that greek chicken place that i like and i can stop by burlington coat factory to see if they have that one coat!